Dumping my girlfriend was such a dumb move. At first it felt great. It was like I was taking back some control in my life. I was tired of her nagging and her being upset if I didn’t text her back while I was out with the guys. Dumping her felt like I was getting revenge or teaching her a lesson. How dare she expect me to be a decent, grown up guy!

I started fucking a new girl right away. Younger, skinnier, more fun. But that chick was crazy and lazy as shit. I started realizing how much my ex had done for me and how much she took care of. I started to miss her. I even started to miss her softer body. About a week ago, I got drunk and begged her to take me back. Then I saw she had a new guy and I got furious and called her a slut, even though I’d fucked 3 girls since breaking up a month ago.

Oh well. At least I can take comfort in cam girls who don’t want anything from me but my money. I can even watch Chaturbate girls masturbate for free. No nagging, no jealousy, no crazy expectations. I think that’s the best I can hope for right now.